We haven’t had sex in like four days now and i’m pretty sure it’s bad for me. I blame that for the reason I’m so over-sensitive and keep crying. This had better be fixed tomorrow when we both finish work!

So, it’s been a while. Few thing have happened since I last posted on here I think. For starters I’ve finally got a job! It has it’s pros and cons though. On the one hand all the other waitresses/chefs are the nicest people I have ever worked with and tips are brilliant, it’s good to get cash in hand everyday when you only get payed monthly. On the other hand, my manager is a dragon lady. She managed to make me cry on like my fourth day when I literally couldn’t have been working any harder. She really isn’t a pleasant woman, if everyone else wasn’t so nice I’d just leave already and find another minimum wage job but, for now at least, I’ll stick it out for all the pros.

Other than that I’ve mostly just been staying at the flat with Sam, will probably return home tonight since it’s been a week or so since I saw my parents properly. Things are mostly good here though, on the one hand he’s brilliant and he’s the fucking love of my life haha. On the other, I’m really struggling to keep my anger/frustration at bay at the moment and I feel like I’m taking it out on him more and more which I know is unfair but sometimes he says things without thinking and really doesn’t understand why it would bother me. I don’t know. Hopefully that’ll get better soon but not 100% sure how things will go since we’re really not going to see as much of each other now we’re both working such different hours :/ ah well, we’ll see.

Not too sure what else to tell you. Just been up to the usual things really. Looking forward to my first pay cheque at some point soon. Hoping to spend it on a lovely new tattoo :) shall update soon. Peace xo